It’s been a long time since I’ve done a blog post. I’ve had a lot going on and my life has just gotten in the way.
My mental health has taken a bit of a hit recently and I’m struggling to say the least. Normally, I’m ok but this time it’s different and the sadness and feeling of being numb has been lingering for weeks. I made this blog as an outlet for my feelings like this but if I’m completely honest I just didn’t want to interact with anyone. Staying at home in my bed and not going to work sounds like the perfect thing for me but, sadly I can’t do this. I’m still stuck in this rut of sadness and self loathing and I don’t know when I’m going to come out of it but all I can be is honest with you guys. If you follow my Twitter (@elenasianxo) then you probably will have realised this. I’m trying though and that’s all I can do.
I apologise for the lack of posts and all my rambling but I won’t apologise for taking time out. Time out is what I needed/need but now a creative outlet is also there as well. I hope you guys understand and I will be back.
All my love,